The Veil Of Deceit

 I remember the first day I forsook you, dear sanity. 

We had been a forced pair, motivated by the pain of rejection.

The only thing worse than oblivion is never quite meeting oneself.

I had seen glimpses of my true self during my development - quite a peculiar human. My being, socialized to the extremes of it all, and perceptive to the not-so-subtle art of deception, has a unique story to tell. However, few that may listen will ever understand the depths of my atemporal present.

My eyes, piercing through the veil of deceit; my social self, seemingly disconnected; my body, bigger and more complex than I ever thought. 

What words will come to mind in order to construct the bridges needed to close the gap?

Ladders, circles, snakes;
thought, self, conversation;
mind, spirit, body;
entropy, love, interactions;
emotions, connections, evolution;
quantum, astro, consciousness;
transfer, symbols, language;
atemporality, singularity, originality.

Can you see me, thinker, through your language's lenses?

Could this be it?